survival part 2

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	survival part 2

	a follow up

I would just like to thank all my friends that have came and looked at my web site and the feed back i have been given. As i said when i started this page i was doing it only as a way for me to let all my feelings out.

Since writting the story a few things have happened. First my nightmares seemed to go away. And i had a family memeber come over and she read my story. After she read it she turned to face me and i could see the tears in her eyes and with that she told me that the same thing had been done to her. We spent the next two days together just talking and crying finding out what happened to each of us and coming to understand that the one person that abused her was also one of my men that abused me. She thought my abuse was worse as mine was by four men and it ended with intercourse where her abuse never got that far. I told her that no matter if it was intercourse or not we where both mistreated by them.

After talking to her my nightmares seemed to go away. and my life seemed great once again. But i should have known that would not last that long. Some things started to happen which brought it all back and my nightmares started again.The more i looked into my family the more i have found out.

As most of you all know i am the oldest in my family and as most of my family knows what happened that is why i did this. But i know of one family memeber that does not know he is the younest and i have tried to keep him safe from when he was born. i know he has some questions and i realy think it is time he is told about what happened. he knows i have a web page but i don't think that he should read about it.I realy think i should tell him face to face what happened so he can ask me questions. So i have been trying to work up the guts to tell him. The closer it comes to me telling him the worse my nightmares are getting. But i know not talking about it and not dealing with it does not make it go away. I just hope that when i tell him he will be able to understand if you can every realy understant how anyone could do the stuff to a child.

once i have spoken to to him i would like him to read my web page.

So all i have left to say is please remember to keep all children safe.

And i just want to thank all my friend once again for their support and comfort wheree i only know you from on line or if you are a person from the real world.

I love you and just want to say a big Thank you all.

keep all children safe